if only it was true. but a lovely message to see.

I’ve actually been gone for quite a while without leaving a note or anything. 

but I’ve been working hard with life and to come back onto tumblr, I feel sad all a sudden. 

I’m not entirely sure why. But it will be a while till I am back on here, since I have a busy week ahead of me. 

dont be afraid to message me, as I just got back to read my inbox. it is a nice delight people haven’t forgotten about me. 

thank you followers.  

Diamond xo

come and play?

jake501:

This is something different. Thanks for indulging me. There’s no sex, so you can leave your pants on.

I blink.

I blink, and I am there, with you, at the beginning. Our first date, I think. Maybe the second. You look so young, so vibrant. It’s 15 years earlier. We have nothing in our lives but hope.

You’re wearing the brown dress I loved, and your hair is up. Your nails are painted red. You stopped painting your nails at some point. I am not sure why, but I think I know.

I smile, and you smile. And you kiss me. “What?” you say, seeing the puzzled look on my face.

“I’m just happy,” I say. “I can’t believe I’m here.”

You smile and kiss me again. My hand touches your cheek, and you lean into it. You are real. This is real.

And I blink.

I blink, and we’re fighting. It’s five years later. I’m not sure what we’re fighting about, but I’m in the middle of yelling something. Your face is red.

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My favourite love story I have ever read. no story/book has ever left me in tears before. ever! words cannot describe how amazing this is, was a pleasure to read Jake. 

tonight Im out. so I’ll leave this picture (:

if I just lay here, what will you do?